arrogantsunflower:

did it hurt the last time you told me you loved me?

it hurt me when you didn’t mean it

love songs sang into the walls of my room

everything i always meant but couldn’t show
every out of tune note,
you should’ve known
every sappy syllable,
it should’ve shown
that you’ve soaked me to the bone

im not broken,
but no where really feels like home

i’ll let it go if you need
you can tell me how you've​ grown,
i guess we all grow best when left alone
i just know that with you around,
i had no desire to be alone

half a years gone past,
i grew up and learned
i can’t leave what i love up to chance.

after second glance
the misteps of our romance
echoes of our laughter
forget-me-not’s should be our flower
all blends together as
summer couldn’t come faster

if you start to miss me
never doubt it,
call and i’ll answer
my perennial sunflower